Back in band class I was playing trumpets just like this
I was always loner never had to many friends
Sitting for the corner was too nerdy for my good
Just like Naruto they had judged before they looked
I was always loner never moved with the crowd
Always up to something yeah I grew very loud
Had attachment issues when my sister passed away
Had to cling to someone even if they gave me pain
I was always overlooked always seeking validation
Even if I hurt somebody better yet I hurt myself
I was destined as a loner and it hurt my very soul
I was destined as a loner but even so made it my own
Kids would laugh at me making fun of all my clothes
Never rags to riches story
I was beaten up at school
Getting into fights near every day
Always crying after school
Some dude had kicked my ass issues deep into my soul
Doctor always gave me pills filling up prescriptions
Something wrong with me
Is there something wrong with me
Is it bad just being different
They had tried to mute my soul
I was crying for something different
And they tried to kill my soul
Back in band class I was playing trumpets just like this
I was always loner never had to many friends
Sitting for the corner was too nerdy for my good
Just like Naruto they had judged before they looked
I was always loner never moved with the crowd
Always up to something yeah I grew very loud
Had attachment issues when my sister passed away
Had to cling to someone even if they gave me pain
Thoughts about Desmond last night
Depression is a constant fight
We scratch and claw to fight a light
That man didn't have to take his life
Ask someone what they feeling like
Tell em that you love em hold em tight
Like its your last flight
Spit my truth on this mic
Am I alright
Can't find a light
Surrounded by the darkness
Feel like Kanye in 08
I'm really heartless
Grab the mic and go
Making moves on the low
Using everything I know
Gonna go pro
Counting that dough
Don't smoke droe
Kicking that Kung Fu Flow
Just like Poe
In the city on a rainy night
Trynna get my mind right
Cars shining real bright
Lit up from the street light
The night sky
Make me happy for my sight
Getting high off life
Its alright
Yeah
Back in band class I was playing trumpets just like this
I was always loner never had to many friends
Sitting for the corner was too nerdy for my good
Just like Naruto they had judged before they looked