Maybe I should think about it
Maybe put my feelings in this cup and take a drink up out it
Maybe I should roll em' in a wood and just forget about it
Honestly that'll probably make me trip about it
I just wanna get it off my mind I hate to sit in silence
My brain been racing
I'm just running up the mileage
My eyes are weary, checking for ya name to pop in
On my phone but I really know that I should stop it
If you love me then I'll tell you I love you
I don't really know what it is but I'm feeling it from you
I guess I'm feeling it too
I second guess my feelings every time I think about you
I don't mean to second guess it's second nature
Like spitting out ya gum the second that it loses flavor
Or getting hurt and have to act like it didn't even phase ya
Or spilling out ya heart for someone that won't even take it
Don't get me wrong I Don't wanna be the bearer of bad news
Getting ya heart broken is like getting a tattoo
But you didn't want it
So when you getting it removed you start hurting from it
Then you swear that you won't love another
If you love me then I'll tell you I love you
I don't really know what it is but I'm feeling it from you
I guess I'm feeling it too
I second guess my feelings every time I think about you
Learning lessons
But they always came with prices I done made some messes
I clean em' up and tell the truth I face the consequences
Disappointed in myself I use it as a reference
For all future endeavors
A victim of domestic abuse
It's self inflicted
I beat myself for the mistakes that I had once committed
Countless nights where I would pray and ask the Lord for his forgiveness
It's a sad feeling when you think that God not fucking with ya
It's hard to think that God would really let the devil get ya
It's easier to place the blame than see the bigger picture
Looking for the answers but the problem standing in the mirror
Really gotta go address it just so you can see it clearer
So open ya mind
Let the bad shit flow away just give it some time
Stop overthinking everything just flow with the signs
Everyday you grow a little more gotta stay on ya grind
Don't get stuck in ya feelings and let life pass you by
If you love me then I'll tell you I love you
I don't really know what it is but I'm feeling it from you
I guess i'm feeling it too
I second guess my feelings every time I think about you