Lyrics
You see I'm struggling to talk about it now.
thought I had it figured I ain't figured nothing out,
Hole's still getting bigger i don't even know how
Am I too late?
I was told that life would come and grow around,
But I can't see the wood through all the trees that still Surround me.
But I'm trying to change and find the space hope I'm Healing.
One step closer to you,
Tried so hard to move,
It's the best I can do.
Can't find words to prove,
Upside down dreaming I'm constantly running,
Hope I can find you yeah.
And oh I hope that you want me,
After all the things I've seen don't feel together.
Not ever.
Not ever.
And every time that my scars bleed,
Takes me back to 17 not feeling better.
Not ever,
Oh never,
Oh never,
Oh never no.
They're there just subcutaneous,
And they open when I feel afraid or invaded sometimes,
I cross the path where they lay I can feel it.
(Can feel it)
This affliction's one you can't relate,
I don't mind as long as you stay up late and listen.
That's my only condition.
One step closer to you,
Tried so hard to move,
It's the best I can do.
(It's the best I can do, it's the best I can do).
The path in front is hard to build together,
When my eye's in the rear view mirror,
Swerving lane to lane,
Could you take the wheel,
Just for a sec.
And oh I hope that you want me,
After all the things I've seen don't feel together.
Not ever.
Not ever.
And every time that my scars bleed,
Takes me back to 17 not feeling better.
Not ever oh never oh never oh never no.
Not ever no.
Not ever no.
Not ever oh never oh never oh never no.
Not ever oh never oh never oh never no.
BRANDON DOUGLAS HOLLAND, MITCHELL PAUL MINNEY
Songtrust Ave