She said she doesn't know how she feels between today and between the next
Well tell me how real is this guilt when you're kissing up against his neck
I'm tired of being angry, I'm tired of worrying
But most of all I'm tired of us being this
Cause what we have's not what we were supposed to be
The second I thought that I had known you was the moment we were distancing
It's not so bad, all this time that we are taking
I wonder if you are thinking of me when I'm staring up at the ceiling
C'mon
Now I'm in my own bed, feeling like I've never been whole
Living with these memories, the only thing I've got left to hold
And I never wanted it to be
I never wanted anything but me and you
It could've been so simple, caught in a constant ripple
It could've been so simple
But what we have's not what we were supposed to be
The second I thought that I had loved you was the moment we were destructing
It's quite so bad, all this time that we are taking
I wonder if you are thinking of me, when I'm staring up at the ceiling
I wonder if you are thinking of me, when I'm staring up at the ceiling
Alone