Lyrics
You niggas don't know me
Favorite color Black And Blue but i don't fuck with the police
Heart-broke in highschool, I'm that nigga that almost OD
Perk-Perkies they choke me, Mix it with codeine
Depression kicking my ass the only reason I'm going is cause of Kai
KC3 you saved my life without you I probably would've died
We came from the same place motivation, "Everyday I be watching, You make me a better me"
And I'm not gonna lie i sent a letter in the P.O. Box, I'm really hoping that you really fuck with me
I'm the nigga that talk about life, Got kicked out the crib about 11 times
Only talk real shit ion gotta lie, I record off my phone in the car I be crying
Wake up in the morning feel like I'm dying
Football scholarship I denied it, Couldn't go cause I ended up homeless (YES BUCK)
Now a nigga got a new home, Aidan I love you forever no cap
You held it down you was always there, You the only nigga that ain't ever stab me in my back
Tell grandma I love her, She always wrapped me up when I was knocked out I remember
(YES BUCK)
I remember you was always there when I needed a ride-
I ain't feel dead in a minute, I'm lying I be trippin'
100 on the dash I be speeding, Tryna kill myself nobody care about my feelings
What if I died would y'all feel it?
I'm so tired I wanna feel it, I wanna feel the pain
Gunshot in my head I'm tryna see the blood drain (BANG) my dreams buried in the grave
On some real shit I don't even got nothing to live for if i don't ever blow up in the rap game
I was born in the X (Bronx) and I don't even even bang
I'm a sad nigga, this my pain
Kinda glad I ain't even kill myself, cause Kai keep me sane
Yeah, I'm tryna blow up back in 2020 I blew up off TikTok songs and I ain't know nun
Lil tjay co-signed my song on TikTok I doubt that he remember
That-that was back when I was like 16 I'm 20 in October
I don't wanna do nun, I wanna blow up with my music wanna get signed
This shit from the dome, i don't gotta write I'm tryna say sum
Nigga don't compare me to nobody, Cause I'm different I ain't like nobody
I just wanna blow up (I just wanna blow up)
I just wanna blow up (I just wanna blow up)
Antonio Scott
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