ACTUALLY
J.McKenzie
Drive my car into a tree
From the bakery and into a tree
Sink down where theres worms no soil, it’s a
Lobotomy at bottom of the sea
I always drown all of the things that i love
I’ll break your dreams and that breaks my heart
I made a choice motherfucker now i have to believe
I’m actually who i want to be
Fenja moller doesn’t love you,
you got fucked up eyes brother
no one loves you
You’re drinking oil, chained to the world
where’s my lobotomy at bottom of the sea
Have you ever slept this close to a killer
Wrecking everything innocent and pure
And my past motherfucker paves the path that i lead
now
i see
I’m actually who i wanted to be